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June 14, 2008

I miss him

I’m feeling lonely today. I received a text message from someone who asked me to do a little favor for him. He was so disappointed since I was not able to do the favor that he asked me and I just felt affected since the text message that I received from him sounds like he is blaming me for what happened. I just feel down after reading his text and Howell is not here to comfort me. I just noticed that tears are already falling down my eyes.

Maybe it is just because I just watched Mr. Magorium’s Wonder Emporium movie (which made me cry too when Mr. Magorium died) or I was just all alone in our bedroom since I left Bela with her yaya since I was working overtime or I just watched Lorna Tolentinos’ interview about her thoughts now that she is a widow or maybe I am just feeling senti today.

Oh well, maybe I will be able to chat with Howell tomorrow. Gosh I miss him so much. I can’t to hear his voice on his next phone call.

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